Today, after class, I go with my friends to one of our lecturer’s house. We go there to consult about some course in my class. But, I only accompany them. While discussing some topics, we got out of track a little bit and he shared to us about some of his ex-students’s experiences. In short, he told us to focus on our passion. Even if our major right now isn’t our passion we must think that our major right now is to support our passion. Luckily, our major is accounting, so it absolutely can help us to earn money or work based on our passion or hobby.
The thing that troubles me is that he got me thinking really deep about my passion. Come to think of it, currently I don’t have any passion. Recently I just killed my last passion, gaming. Why? Because my parents told me to grow up and prepare to work. The thing is, my parent told me that if I’m still gaming like I used to, I won’t work properly. So, i killed my passion and now I’m passionless. Well, Shit isn’t it? Now I’m confused as hell and starting to rethinking about my life.